Haox back!

2010-06-12T01:35:00.002+08:00

after 2mths plus.. i am back..

after all the ups and down..

things are finally set into stonE..

life is always full of funny incidents.. when they first appear, some people juz appear like fireworks into ur life.. slowly after some viewing, it disappear like what the fireworks does.. wats left would be juz some dust tat marks its brilliant showcase secs ago..

funny how (My Queen) the old taiwan drama become my life teacher.. lots of lesson i odd to learn from.. and lots of growing up is waiting for mE..

dun wanna grow up will juz get mE hurt again and again.. despite i do likE that carefree feeling.. but tats arent going to bring mE to wat i want.. when u reach a certain agE.. crying arent a display of cute.. juz WEAK!

maybE tis post would mark the end for tis blog.. 272th blog post.. short but memorable capture of my life in the short span 1.5yrs..

growing little by little each day.. hope to reach to the point of maturity soon..

2010-04-04T20:35:00.002+08:00

TA DA! *blinks*

it has been a while.. (okiE..) a long while since i updated any thing significant..

Birthday Celebration, CNY, NSF *cohesion* outing(s) and all the dramas happening in my simple life...

I guess after all the exhausting strings of events, onE wun have time to slowly reflect upon one action as much as when there are loads of timE..

Guess tat is one of the significant reason tat i failed to see what i shld haven seen long before.. maybE i shld have been more decisive.. more demanding.. more devastating.. haha...

I always held on to a shimmer of hope that everything will turn out well as the boat leaves the stream to the sea... Guess due to my myopia, what i thought was entering the sea was just a illusion to moving to another part of the stream.. no doubts faults lies in my inability to demand and decide.. thus i sometime wonder what do i really want? is giving slight deviation detrimental? guess its just one more lesson learnt along the way.. the hard way..

too much guess and just too much possibility.. would it be a diplomatic or a deterrent ending? ideal vs impossiblE?

there can be always a thousand and zero one reason to a result.. which one do u want to hear?
there are a thousand and zero one list of what i cant do.. of which, first would bE fake..

2010-01-15T00:01:00.000+08:00

What doesnt kill a man makes him stronger! :D

haha... y am i always subjected to extreme conditions... there will never be a step by step introduction... its BAM!
haha... ooh well... since i am still surviving... how much worst can it go?

may i turn stronger... :)

2010-01-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

its been a long timE since i felt tis emo...
wouldnt say its a sad thing to emo... juz tat.. it really helps to keep mE frm feeling human.. and it also helps in self reflection i guess...

ooh... and the great thing is i manage to turn emo stage by musical frm S.E.N.S haha... nt trying to give them free advert... but its kinda hard to describe feeling.. wonders are there any other groups? hee... searching...

life been pretty dull with spikes of excitement every now and then... i really enjoy the timE spent for the past 4yrs? choosing the poly path seriously gave mE new insights to life... though it might be longer and winding as compare to JC path... i never once regret it :)

i will always cherish moments i met with ppl... be it juz a few second of interaction due to work.. these few seconds never fail to give mE new prospective to life.. an old man with a story to tell bout his life... an adult lost bout how to show concern for their kids... a teenager feeling bonded by their parents and an infant wishing how their future would bE like... so so so many others... yet.. at a point of my life, i could actually forget all these and think bout mE mE and mE.. RAWR!!

its time to open up again! :D

hopefully all turn out finE! :D

2010-01-10T21:47:00.009+08:00

doubt anyone will be reading tis... but juz in case.. if ppl happen to venture here, at least they noe wat would be more appreciated to be received as a 21st birthday present.. haha... y am i so bhb =x

anyways...

would deeply appreciate presents such as;

~~digital Canon camera (Silver digital IXUS 110IS is a gd catch)~~ OMG! THX! SHOCKED
white color shorts of 28" waist
mooks small size t-shirt (basic colours)
roller blades
~~great books to read (Malcolm Gladwell is a gd start)~~
~~itouch~~ thx aunts :D
~~Speaker (explosive speaker frm action city is gd start)~~ :D :D :D
BAG!! (crumpler or some interestingly unique bag would be perfect, no shoulder bag of course :P)
Vouchers frm Body shop/Robinson :D

or

juz red packets to finance the purchase of, mac book/DSLR/reno of bedroom/short get-away...

despite all these...

would also appreciate all other stuffs tat comes along...
coz i believe every gift is comes frm a great heart... :D
and it alonE is priceless...

2010-01-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

new office!! new environment... how similar or how different will it bE?
hmmmmmmm... 2 yrs... it will past! :D

1.5 more yrs to go!! yeah yeah!!

happen to chance upon tis song...

曾經太年輕

lots of memories camE... sad, happy, angry, relieve...
no longer deem as young i am...

2009-12-31T07:25:00.002+08:00

TIME FLYS!

haha... before i knew it... 2009 is coming to an end...
lots of happening... lots of thoughts...

with another wink, i gotta say goodbye to 20 and hello 21!!
choices gotta be made..

2009-12-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

当我认为我又能再一次的盼望，我怎麼又忘了？
愚蠢的我又在一次投入了太多的自己。。。

愛是不能夠期待什麼　我怎麼又忘了
愛是不能夠要求太多　我怎麼還是忘了

这首简单的歌曲就是我在难过时的朋友，老师。。
陪我度过了好几个安静的深夜。。
今晚又在是另一个。。。

輕鬆玩樂團「忘了」

地板是黃的　窗戶生鏽著
心情有點微涼　是秋天來了
天花板上的老鼠　還在唱著
怎麼這夏天　就這樣過去了

愛是不能夠期待什麼　我怎麼又忘了
也只有伴隨著寂寞和痛　一點的快樂
愛是不能夠要求太多　我怎麼還是忘了
想愛你的時候為自己　讓眼淚不停的泛流　你才懂

空氣凍結著　枯葉又落了
你說過的話　從指縫間溜過
以為我能夠　一直唱著
怎麼這雨季　它又來了

愛是不能夠期待什麼　我怎麼又忘了
也只有伴隨著寂寞和痛　一點的快樂
愛是不能夠要求太多　我怎麼還是忘了
想愛你的時候為自己　讓眼淚痛快的泛流　
你才懂　我才懂

愛是不能夠　我怎麼忘了
愛是不能夠　我還是忘了
我怎麼忘了　我忘了　我忘了...

2009-12-11T11:38:00.002+08:00

GD AFTERNOON?

haha... cant believe one can actually be so fake...
fierce over the phone and smile to u when walking past...

WAT A POKER FACE!

doubt i would be any kinder to tat person...
time to put acting skills into action... :P

2009-11-30T06:29:00.003+08:00

Good Morning!

haha... its been a long long time since i blog in the mornin? LOL...
the cold morning is giving me the Emo-ness...

yesterday and the day before i went K!! :D
its been a super duper fun experience!! thx guys!!

songs helps to find back the old mE... the one full of emotions, the one full of thoughts...
RAWR!!

this song used to bE a song i pour my emo-ness into... apparently it is seeping out to me now... and it helps to make mE feel like mE again... the feelings is so sad yet so human.... so real...

2009-11-27T13:03:00.000+08:00

Theme thEme themE~~

RAWR!!!

thinking...

2009-11-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

its going to be another weekend again...

another weekday and another weekend... unknowingly... i have been in service for 5 mths... time flys... wonder would it continue flying... or would it suddenly stay stagnant...

how i wish i could be... maybe i am...

nitEx nitex~!

2009-11-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

WOW! its been a mth...

yup! almost a full mth since i last appear anywhere near... its been a rainy week... its nt like anyone would complain about the cooling weather... but it seem quite interesting how cooling and WET! weather helps to cool and slow down the pace of life... i mean... wat else can u actually do when its all rainy and stuffs except to sit down, have a cup of hot tea and ponder...

thinking makes me moody... nt sad, nt irritating... but MOODY... and radio playing the songs tat brings back moody memories does help to bring in the mood fast...

How long have past since i contact a few used to be close fren for a meal?
How long have past since i does some activities to keep myself fit?
How long have past since i listen to songs when i am MOODY?
How long have past since i grown up and become someone unknowingly?
How long have past since i really sit down and ponder what is my next goal in life?
How long have past since i make new frenz and could chat about everything under the sun?
How long have past since i make it a point to update my blog...

HOW LONG!

The next Christmas is coming right up... so fast... so soon... another year had past... what have i done this year to be proud of? nth?? maybe really nth!

I miss my dizi, i miss my frenz, i miss my books, and i really miss my old me...
If moving forward means forgoing the older being, could i juz stay put?

or maybe...

its really time to grow up... stop being a child and be a USEFUL ADULT!
after Christmas, 21st will be coming right up...

its NOT LIKE i am afraid to grow old, afraid to hold responsibility, afraid of losing frenz, afraid of solving challenges, afraid of being independent... or am i?

LOSt AGAIn in the BIg OCEAn of MINd...

2009-10-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

Its been a long long time since i blogged...

nth happen much except work... the feeling of being a highly underpaid admin clerk is seriously very irritating...

Working in army really trains up one PR skills... i have a feeling @ the end of two yrs, surely i would be able to face any kind of difficult clients..

2009-10-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

juz finish another lesson of driving...

i gotta say... DRIVING IS SUCH A CHORE... but through driving i have definity learnt alot of things...

life is like a car... there are times when u gotta go straight, turn, stop, give way, cut lane, reverse and even stop and park.

driving makes me become more decisive and less timid... there are times when gotta speed up and times to slow down... mistakes are often make... scratches and dents could be found on the car... nevertheless, i am still driving... hoping to reach a destination soon... mean while... its all the detours and clutch-in to be made... and some pit stops to cover...

life is a far far journey... whether we go straight through and miss all the scenery or move slowly and unable to reach the better scenery ahead with the limited tank of fuel... the choice is only up to ourselves to discover... no one car is stationary... relatively impossible...

2009-09-20T17:26:00.002+08:00

hee... long time since the last update! =x

people coming in and out of my work place... DA FENG CHUI! hopefully the new people is nicer :)
but i cant wait another 2 mths and i finally will have my OWN HUMONGOUS desk...

ooh... caught a movie tat day... aliens in the attic.. i muz say its damn funny... esp the part when the grandma fight with the boyfren... gosh! i think the whole cinema is filled with my super loud laughter... thx god nt much ppl around... =x but overall... its nt really worth the ticket price unless u are there looking for a gd laugh... nt much plot...

i am so looking forward to the "time traveller's wife" and "fame" haha... for those who dun really noe me, i always prefer movies with gd plot or musical! :D
hopefully the movie will be up to my standard...

haha... after a dinner with my dear fren colin yesterday, i realise its been a really long time... 1yrs+++ since we last met and chat... going to miss him... another frenz lost to IR... hahaa... juz kidding... hopefully he can excel...
went to OC for dinner, visited my old work place gelare... rona is still there... but majority of staff change le... :( and their ice cream is SUPER UGLY can... opps... but those standard, if i was seen serving it sure kanna scolded lor... ooh well... but so sianz... no staff discount... :(

Heee... time sure flys... 3 mth since i enlisted... missing all my frenz... time for a catching up sessions :D
gonna spam sms soon... :P

2009-09-09T18:29:00.002+08:00

leave clerk is officially on his first medical leave...

been sick for the past few days... *sniffs* *groans*
toilet is becoming my second home soon... but after visiting a free doc today, it all seem better... but kinda excited to visit doc for free... first time... =x hopefully one of the few time for the next 2 yrs... i dun wanna keep being sick... free is one thing... suffering is a completely new lvl...

i juz begin a new hobby... :D
READ BOOKS!!
nt those text book or love stories... but some interesting books given to me :D

Colbie caillat is gd for an evening past time with a gd cup of tea and a book! :D

2009-08-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

its not surprising to find very different personality in one person...

when my MP3 is still around, its my personality determining factor...
now its the specs i wore... strangely true...

could be due to the events happening when i wore them, i suddenly realise now, with different spec, i act differently...

due to the strict nature in army, my Black spec tends to show the introvert side of me... as much as i would love to show myself to the world, the black spec reminds me of the nature of humans, it makes me be less of myself and more of another cover... a false cover to hide myself in... no one can noes who i am...

as the lime green with black frame spec was frequently worn while i juz came back from internship, its my low confident and nerdy spec... typically worn when i dun wanna dress up and juz feel like hiding in some areas... away from people... juz be in my own world...

Red frame spec tends to allow me to be more expressive and show much more of myself to people... i guess could be while i wore tat spec, i was frequently ask to do presentation and interact with people... thus whenever i wore those red spec, i feel more extrovert and more likely to express my bubbly side :D

last but not least... my contacts! :D
contacts makes me more confident... could be tat lack of a lens, i could give more electricity :D
haha... as i only wore contacts on special occassion or while work, it juz gives out my confident side... another cover that i use while i am nt really comfortable with the situation...

so dun be surprise if u met the other side of me :P

2009-08-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

day off is finally nt wasted! :D

Went to watch BandSlam yesterday and the Proposal today!
two movies in a week! its been a long time since it happen! :)

Bandslam was kinda typical music movie! nt wanting to give too much spoiler, its about how events that happen to a person who hold these values so high will change due to the results... its very true how much one will change due to the situation that they are faced with... scared, lost, small....

so small...

the Proposal on the other hand is more of a comedy? haha... but it teach me tat we shld pay more attention to the people around us... and... work is not what life can provide for us... there is still alot of small details for us to look out for...

dun really recommend this two movies... waiting for a really gd movie to be release...

2009-08-23T11:47:00.002+08:00

Interesting mth has juz pass...

lots of events and i would juz say tat the world is damn small :)
people seem connected in someway or the other...

2mths into the job... still feeling optimistic... i wonder how long more before i start to feel wat my seniors felt...

not studying anymore... finally chosen a easy path... studies shall wait... and wait and wait... LOL!

looking forward to the outdoor activities! sun and moon here i come! :P
i hope...

2009-08-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

STUCK AT A MAJOR CROSS ROAD...

juz when i was slacking my time away due to my day off, seem like the gods arent happy... thus they struck me down with a letter of acceptance from PSB for my psychology course... not that acceptance is bad and that i am complaining when there might be others who cant get in... its juz that all gd things seem to come in a bundle... so big a bundle that its hard to squeeze all into a 24hr time frame to enjoy them...

most impt... the course arent cheap and short... 33k (after exemption of a subject) over 4yrs is quite a commitment for a nsf earning 420 bucks (before deduction) a mth... not that i am going to pay for the course as there are such things called parents sponsors, but after my poly sch fees, i cant really expect them to fork out so much money...

going to be 21 soon, in less than 6mths, i arent young afterall... so much things to complete before i turn old... older... oldest...

car license, degree and many others are commitments that i need to really sort out before the time is up... or is the time already over...

2009-08-11T12:56:00.002+08:00

its been a very slacky LONG BREAK FROM WORK! :D

everything is falling in place so nicely...

UNPLUGGED...

thats what happen when i lost my earpiece to plug into my mp3 phone...

life use to be indulge in the music world whenever i travel... high volume ensured tat i wun be disturb by the surrounding, everything is so perfect in my music world... with the emotions on my face is a mirror to the songs i listen.. a sudden jump of joy to anger to sadness to excitment with the change of tracks arent surprising... maybe tat is y from the corner of my eyes i could sense stares... but it doesnt really bother me much... music is all i need...

naked is what i felt when i lost my ear piece... no more music to shelter me from the realistic world when i travel... woman gossips, child whining, students chattering and uncle coughs filled with threats to spit makes traveling very uneasy at first... however slowly it made me more aware of my surrounding... gossips slowly turns to concern questions, whining became to giggling, chattering evolves to friendly debates and coughs transform to small talks... then i realise... listening is very impt...

2009-08-05T21:47:00.001+08:00

suddenly feel so out of time... with national day juz around the corner... only juz 5 mins ago then i listen to this yr national day theme song... gosh! i am such a lagger...

anyways... my boss are leaving :( ... hopefully the new one that comes in could be as encouraging and as helpful as the current one... haiz... y does fairy tale gotta have an end...

2009-08-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

Urge to blog today... haha... dunno y...

i really do admit that army zaps away my money and more so time tat i could actually forget some of my very close frenz bd... haiz... how am i suppose to change from a workaholic to a BALANCE person...

With driving practicals, duties, and probably studies coming into the pic... i seriously doubt i can cope... i feel so bad to neglect my frenz and some people in my life... Maybe i shld get more organise... like really more organise...

juz some annoyed rantings i have for myself...
feeling like an annoyed old man these days...
opps...
but 21 is really around the corner...
:(

2009-07-17T23:16:00.004+08:00

went out with jon and tx today for dinner...

after dinner... jon send me the full version of the 身骑白马... and BANG! all the memories of my internship in beijing starts flooding back... from the scent, the texture and the feel... suddenly i missed beijing alot... guess tats me... when i listen to a particular song when i am at a stage of my life, the feelings i had then will all get trap into tat song... and release it when i play the songs in the future... something like a time capsule storing emotions...

i can still vaguely rmb the bargaining at the flea market, shopping for grocery, bringing clothes across the street for laundry, buying dinners from various places, taking 1hr+ bus ride to meet up with tx and yl... and last but nt least, jon and my bedroom for tat 2 mths...

i changed alot from the overseas program, grown more independent, learn to view life in a completely different prospective, learn to really take care of myself... but i guess jon change more than me... haha... at least i noe he reads chinese newspaper now! :)

2 mths... with a blink of an eye... its already exactly 1 year since we return with from china...

wonders what will happen 1 yr frm now... or 2, after i ORD... will i think of my army experience like how i think of my 2mths overseas internship program...

2009-07-04T13:51:00.004+08:00

i know i know... its been very long since i update... but army is really taking out my time and energy to blog these few weeks...

i cant really blog about wat i do... since its suppose to be RESTRICTED? haha... but yea... doing admin work... plus being in a office with civilians and military ppl working together, there wun be lack of normal workplace politics... but trying my best nt to seep into them despite my curiosity :P

its juz 2 years of commitment i guess.. but might start to get driving license and some part time degree soon... MIGHT... haha...

2009-06-19T23:39:00.006+08:00

weeeeeeeee! after soo long, i decided to upload some pics on my so wordy blog... :P

introducing my old workplace~! (@ ehub) :)

my colleagues :)

its been a gd time working with them!!!

and now... let me start abit on my confession of a workaholic...

yup! like wat most of my close fren told me... i am a damn workaholic... i love to work when i like tat job...

when i met a job i like... dun be suprise to see me work for 24/7 when i am in a job i like :) i could juz be in a state of what chinese term as "wang wo" or indulge into the job until i dun even noe who am i... haha... coz working gives me a sense of belonging.. esp in job that require serving customers... i got high expectation on service render to me... thus i always try to give my best when serving customer :)

working in icecream palour is fun coz whenever u give ice cream to an adult/children regardless of gender/race/religion... their face will naturally smile and it gives me such great satisfaction :D

tats all... 2 mths is fun working with them :)

2009-06-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

today juz went to watch "Hannah Montana" movie...

okie... it kinda sounds weird for a 20-year-old like me to catch such a childish film... but while i was working @ gramophone, the sound track of the movie makes it so tempting to catch... and plus, with alot of parents are asking for the soundtracks for their children adds on to the points...

overall... i gotta say its very disney plot bahx... one girl... two life... problems makes it hard... sacrifice one side... in the end win back both life... though it doesnt really sounds very interesting... it somewhat describe the situation i am in and going to end up worst in a few weeks time... wahahahaha...
learnt something from the simple film... hopefully it wun come into use... :P

hmmmmmm... juz fall in love with "the climb" by miley cyrus... esp when the violin part suddenly does a crescendo... :)

anyways...
11 days to enlistment... i am so "excited"
wonders what install for me...

2009-06-09T00:45:00.002+08:00

jayden is back to blogging again...

for a short while...
...

hee... though i quit one out of three jobs... been chionging my last two jobs the past few days... thus haven really got time to update this blog... anyways finally got some spare time and with a cup of hot tea... here i am sharing some thoughts...

while working @ capitol gramophone today, being filled with monday blues, it was the first time i hope 930pm (my knock off time) come fast! thus i am guilty of just staring out from the small expose glass windows hoping that the sun will set faster which means my work is coming to an end...

situated juz across cityhall mrt... the crowd of ppl that walk past my store is tremendous and fast pace... as the sun is setting i could see faces of people walking past that window... some with joy, some with frustration and some with disappointment... it leads me thinking what kinda life am i actually pursuing... i wont say all... but most of the high flyers seem to have the bothered face... no one wants a meaningless life... but its well known that what you pay is what you get or in working terms, what is paid is what you get... though we might nt be able to control what is coming at us... but i do somewhat believe we are able to control how we react to things... give others a smile and you will be surprise what might just be hiding behind that angry face...

i got a sudden urge to faster start teaching, save up enough money and open a music cafe where people can come into the cafe to relax to a own console of music, sip a well brewed cup of coffee/tea and look out of the window and watch the sun set... haha... guess its juz me working in CD shops and F&B too much to come up with such a weird idea.. but i just like the magic of walking into the CD shop from the street juz when the sun is about to set take a few moments to listen to a couple of songs before walking out to realise its already night fall...

okie okie... i noe i been geting slightly... okie... alot lengthy as compare to previous few post put together... thus its just going to end here...

a sunset or sunrise...

a smile pic to determine ur attitude towards life...

2009-06-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

while waiting for someone to end work, i was kinda bored and decided to revive my old CD player and play some of my CDs... haha... as the songs started playing, it reminded me of my sec 2 days... those were the times when i had to depend on CDs to accompany me through the nites of studying... songs seem to bring me back to the past... surprising i can still vividly remember ~~pia-ing~~ studying for geo and physic...

The songs that help me tide across my tough times made me realise that there will always be challenges that one have to face in life... every stages of life will be bounded by its own challenges... its often easy to be clouded by how impossibly difficult the present challenges are... and when we look back... its like a small matter...

What doesnt kill a man just makes him stronger... optimistic and persistence is what brought me so far and hopefully into the future...

enlisting in 19 days...
and i haven got my army spec done...
i will really miss all my frenz...
*lets have a meet up soon?*

2009-05-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! I HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED! :)

hee... so sorry for the lack of posting for the past couple of weeks... lets recoup on what actually happen...

been working!! :)
actually... i used to carry 3 part time jobs... yup!! 3!!!
coz everytime i give my schedule for a part time job... of 5 days... maybe only 2 days i working... thus, i understand the fact that i cant possibility waste tat 3 days... in the end... unknowing, i signed up for 3 part time... and @ the peak of my career, army send a enlistment letter, in 1mth and 2 weeks i am enlisting... (2 weeks short frm the promised 2 mths in advance notice)

anyways... quitting them one after another... having more and more spare time now!! :P *hint hint*

anyways... these are the grad pics :D

2009-05-07T07:22:00.002+08:00

when people are spoilt for choices, they tend to be choosy

lets strive to get HER! :)

2009-05-04T11:55:00.001+08:00

hmmmmmmm... finally one off day frm work and stuffs...

slept early last nite.. work up afew times today... but since got nth on... as a slacky person... i juz went back to sleep again till i got my sufficient 12hrs of sleep :D

2009-05-03T03:40:00.002+08:00

i learnt quite alot frm a nite....

all thx to a given scenario, and two very close fren who gives very wonderful advices... i manage to see a small pic...

talking bout pic... my lappy crash sometime back... since then lazy to upload pic... but might juz be uploading some by end of the mth :D

2009-05-01T16:46:00.001+08:00

FIRST! TODAY IS MAY FIRST, ITS LABOUR DAY...

and i am working...
haha... money money money... hopefully i get slightly richer in june...
saving for trips, saving for sprees... and saving for future... :)

2009-04-25T01:47:00.001+08:00

HAOHAOX WILL NOT BE IN SG FOR THE COMING WEEKEND...
wish all a happy weekend ahead! :)

someone will missed... muz take care!

2009-04-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

LOL! seem like a trend to only update my blog on wed... its nt on purpose... juz happen to... haha...

finally gotten myself some decent work... low low salary... but manage to survive... i hope, somehow... its juz chiong work for now and earn as much as possible :D

ooh... its kinda interesting how i can see bits and pieces... okie... most of myself in another person...

going back sch tml to support frens performing for TPCO recruitment drive... hopefully there will be more juniors in woodwind... :D

sorry for the choppy msg... i cant write fluent long passages of words when i am nt emo... hard to emo these few days... =x there goes my emo king status... ARG!!!

2009-04-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

the world is a small place...
haha... so interesting-ly connected...

it was drizzling juz now as i walk home... it came at such a right time... lots of thinking... i like walking in the rain... those who noe me well noes y too :D

2009-04-08T22:40:00.004+08:00

hmmmmm... wonders y is everyone so emo...

maybe cause i have detached myself frm emo-ness... well... i promise to give up my emo king throne le.. haha... stun? maybe not??

cant wait for the job training at waraku on sat!!! :P
cant wait for meet up on fri for teo heng k-box!!! :D
cant wait for thur outing for the harp session!!! :)
cant wait for someone to reach home from lesson!!! XD

hmmmm...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAULINE SIS (today)AND WEN HUI(tml)!
MAY URALL FIND YOUR HAPPINESS!!

ooh... kinda miss my fren... how i wish could meet them soon for outing/dinner haha...

2009-04-08T01:56:00.001+08:00

8mths...

will try his best! :)

2009-04-06T13:45:00.003+08:00

wahhaaha... went to k-box wif jo and chelle yesterday... FINALLY! haha... feel so bad for pangseh them the last couple of times... but today we finally went to the cin-leisure branch!

with 23nett, u can actually order 2 alcoholic drinks or some other drinks... how cool is tat? LOL! i realise i been drowning myself with weird stuffs these few days to chase the sore throat away... alcohol seem to be more effective... but its still there.. aRG! when will the sore throat go away... ooh ooh... manage to find ulu songs on k-box which is harder to find in other karaok...

anyways... while singing... i tried a song frm huang jin lun... he is a singaporean who went to taiwan for a singing competition... @ first i juz click for fun coz i got listen to afew of his song before... then when the mv came out... i suddenly feel damn emo... maybe cause i can link myself very well to it?

love the lyrics...

黃靖倫 Huang JingLun - 慢半拍 [Man Ban Pai] [Half a Beat Too Slow]
Album: 倫語錄/Jing's Note
Songwriter: Vincent Chow@Sense, 蔡志浩 Tsai ZhiHao
Lyricist: 陳鎮川 Chen ZhenChuan
Pin Yin and Translation Credit: tammiest
Do NOT post this translation elsewhere without proper credit to tammiest@AsianFanatics

總是等到臉色有點蒼白
Zong shi deng dao Lian se you dian cang bai
It's only when My face has already gone a little pale (1)
才突然想起桌上那袋隔夜的外賣
Cai tu ran xiang qi Zhuo shang na dai ge ye de wai mai
That I suddenly remember That bag of take-out on the table from the night before
總是會在窗戶外開始泛白
Zong shi hui zai Chuang hu wai kai shi fan bai
It's only when The scene outside my window begins to light
才會發覺又發了一整晚的呆
Cai hui fa jue you fa le yi zheng wan de dai
That I discover that I've spent another night in a stupor, in a daze

突然看見路旁那棵樹不知何時開始枯
Tu ran kan jian lu pang na ke shu Bu zhi he shi kai shi ku
I suddenly see the tree by the side of the road; I don't know when it began to wither and dull
怎麼我總忘了留意天涼的速度
Zen me wo zong wang le liu yi Tian liang de su du
How can I always forget to note How quickly the days turn cold?
當嘆息的時候呼出了白霧
Dang tan xi de shi hou Hu chu le bai wu
It's only when the breath I sigh Begins to fog
才慢慢感到寒冷的溫度
Cai man man gan dao Han leng de wen du
That I slowly feel The cold and frigid temperature

Chorus:
這世界太快連愛都不例外
Zhe shi jie tai kuai Lian ai dou bu li wai
This world is just too fast And love is no exception
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
Jin guan wo hen nu li xiang yao gen shang Ni de jie pai
I'm always working hard, trying to catch up To your rhythm
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
Wo man man ming bai Yi wei de xi xin dui dai
But, slowly, I'm realizing The cautious, careful approach I'd been using
卻根本不符合這個時代
Que gen ben Bu fu he zhe ge shi dai
Is completely At odds with the times
怪自己慢了半拍
Guai zi ji man le ban pai
I blame myself for being Half a beat too slow

如果當初聽得出妳開始生疏
Ru guo dang chu Ting de chu ni kai shi sheng shu
If, at the time, I had been able to tell that you were beginning to drift away from me
我會為專注再多下一點功夫
Wo hui wei zhuan zhu Zai duo xia yi dian gong fu
I would have been more attentive, Tried a bit harder
總是慢步以為會更清楚
Zong shi man bu Yi wei hui geng qing chu
I always pace myself so slowly, Thinking that things would be much clearer
竟然錯過了倒數措手不及落幕
Jing ran cuo guo le dao shu Cuo shou bu ji luo mu
To my surprise, I missed the countdown; The curtain came down, and I was caught unawares

Chorus:
這世界太快連愛都不例外
Zhe shi jie tai kuai Lian ai dou bu li wai
This world is just too fast And love is no exception
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
Jin guan wo hen nu li xiang yao gen shang Ni de jie pai
I'm always working hard, trying to catch up To your rhythm
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
Wo man man ming bai Yi wei de xi xin dui dai
But, slowly, I'm realizing The cautious, careful approach I'd been using
卻根本不符合這個時代
Que gen ben Bu fu he zhe ge shi dai
Is completely At odds with the times
連難過都慢了半拍
Lian nan guo dou man le ban pai
Even in pain and sorrow, I'm half a beat too slow

Bridge:
拼命追著你太快的腳步卻在出口迷了路
Pin ming zhui zhe ni tai kuai de jiao bu Que zai chu kou mi le lu
I tried with all my might to pursue you, your steps too fast for me, But I became lost, I couldn't find the exit
竟也聽不到你的催促
Jing ye ting bu dao ni de cui cu
I couldn't hear the hints or see the signs you gave me
當我還在對人炫耀妳的依賴和我的愉快
Dang wo hai zai Dui ren xuan yao ni de yi lai He wo de yu kuai
And while I was still Bragging to others of your dependence And my happiness
原來我早默默被妳淘汰
Yuan lai wo zao mo mo bei ni tao tai
It turns out that I'd already been quietly eliminated

Chorus:
這世界太快連愛都不例外
Zhe shi jie tai kuai Lian ai dou bu li wai
This world is just too fast And love is no exception
儘管我很努力想要跟上你的節拍
Jin guan wo hen nu li xiang yao gen shang Ni de jie pai
I'm always working hard, trying to catch up To your rhythm
我慢慢明白以為的細心對待
Wo man man ming bai Yi wei de xi xin dui dai
But, slowly, I'm realizing The cautious, careful approach I'd been using
卻根本不符合這個時代
Que gen ben Bu fu he zhe ge shi dai
Is completely At odds with the times
怪只怪我自己總慢了半拍
Guai zhi guai Wo zi ji Zong man le ban pai
I can only Blame myself For always being half a beat too slow

這世界太快就連愛都不例外
Zhe shi jie tai kuai Jiu lian ai dou bu li wai
This world is just too fast Even love is no exception
Oh
我終於明白就連眼淚也都慢了半拍
Wo zhong yu ming bai Jiu lian yan lei ye dou man le ban pai
I finally understand Even my tears are half a beat too slow
我慢了半拍
Wo man le ban pai
I'm half a beat too slow

2009-04-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

solution for flu?

1. one big mug of SUGAR cane
2. one plate of OYSTER egg
3. one plate of FRIED carrot cake
4. one big bowl of BAH CHO mee (mince meat noodle)
5. one plate of GRILL sting ray
6. one plate of GRILL BBQ chicken wings
7. end off with a hot cup of TEA!

haha... tats wat i had @ bedok 85 for dinner... with a budget of $10 with some left over... no time for pics coz i am too busy EATING! :)
yummy!!!

maybe going k with Jo and chelle tis coming sun...
looking forward to tis song... very nice lyrics too...
(wonders y i am getting to like leong songs... its very smoothing)

anyways... guess i have woke up from a dream...

2009-04-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

haha... enuf of the flu!!! going to go out for dinner tonite! :D

hopefully some fresh air @ bedok 85 gonna help me to clear some of the nasty bacterial that kept me in bed for the past few days...

i noe i am kinda laggy... but tis song is damn nice!!!
esp the meaningful lyrics... :)

2009-04-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

haiz... rest the whole day... drank fruit juice... drown with water...
i am still sick... though its getting slightly better... its still unbearable...

while sinking myself in a game of bejeweled blitz on facebook (too bored) i realise something impt... playing bejeweled blitz is juz like how life is...

1. u need luck...

if the jewels tat fall down so suay different colours, then will have a harder time to piece 3/4/5 of them together to get points or if the X2/3/4 jewel doesnt come out early will take more effort to get high score...

juz like life... if there is no fate between 2 person... it takes even more effort to piece it up to get to someplace... however with a lot of fate, it will be slightly easier...

2. despite the luck factor, person is impt...

as its a 1 min game kinda thing... any hesitation or 'wrong' move will lead to a lower point... as corrective move has to be done to make up the lost time or the weird jewel arrangement, which takes alot of effort...

in life... one wrong word/action or hesitation will lead to a bigger gap... and more effort will be needed to fill the gap... however, if its nt done on time... the gap will juz stay there or crack bigger...

okie... juz some random lessons... hahah...
stuck with each other by Shontelle ft.Akon is damn nice and sweet lyrics... but the tune keep reminding me of a old song... feeling kinda emo... my lollipop is out of stock... :(

2009-04-02T13:09:00.001+08:00

cant help feeling restless...

i hate falling sick...

2009-04-02T10:18:00.002+08:00

ARG!!! getting more and more sick... gosh... where is the immunity!!

haiz... i juz cant understand myself... its so weird that when things start to get close to me... i start push it away... maybe its juz the self build mechanism... hmmmmm.... and the flu is having a upper hand over me...

2009-03-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

SIAN!!!

the reformat disc my bro burn for me is still nt bootable according to my laptop...
means... my laptop is still DEAD!

ARG!!!

2009-03-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

and yet again... the last of my commitments with the sch is finally over... though the concert was very messy... it is finally OVER!

no more reasons for me to go temasek poly anymore... i guess i am going to miss the place, the people and the environment dearly...

concerts pics will be up on my blog once i reformat my com...

pls bear with it a while longer...

2009-03-27T07:28:00.002+08:00

in another 12 hrs i am going to go on stage for perform for the first and most probably the last time of mine life...

gosh... these few days are practically juz CO packed... all tats in my head is the tune and the timing... =x hee... gonna miss my frenz there, the CO family, the maids family and all... :) these few weeks wouldnt have been so manageable if they are nt around to share the fun!

so sorry to all frenz tat i forgotten bout whether u are coming and kept asking... coz i seriously cant rmb so much stuffs... =x

going to miss the scene of squeezing up the bus for sch every mornin after today... its been 3 yrs... going to miss the plants in CO room, the sofa, the piano... and the ppl i noe in TP, the frenz in TP... to think i came into TP knowing no one in the whole applied science sch from my secondary sch... and leaving knowing a number of frenz... haha...

time to pop a lollipop to chase away the emo-ness... so going to enjoy my concert today! :)
NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP MY WAY!

did i mention today is going to be cam whore all the way? :P

2009-03-24T07:28:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeee!!! i am here... as crazy as ever... haha...

yesterday nite, lily was pawn by lucy kanna suan by susie and siti... LOL! some of the nicknames of the maids family... ooh well... tats nt the point... the point is we were laughing so loudly @ 11pm? and the whole coffee shop was staring @ us and the zhu chao aunty was exclaiming that we can laugh tilll the coffee collapse =x

some uncommon slights of my unglam moments... but its really damn RELAXING! all the stress and the unused laughter was juz LAUGHED away... yup... then the emo-ous come in to replace the place of the laughter...

I realise i changed... for the worst... frenz are often the mirrors to ur self... through them... u see urself... past, present... and i hope nt future...

with my com crash... its going to be a long time before i will upload pics again =x

2009-03-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

haha... i realise that free time is directly proportional to blogging
and blogging is directly proportional to emo...

therefore... free time is directly proportional square to emo...
and no free time = 0 and 0^2 = 0 which equates to no emo or temp blockage to emo.

haha... so lets see... (below is juz my schedule... if u find it too boring, feel free to scroll till u see dot lines)

frm last mon to wed, there was a very well plan Temasek Poly Chinese Orchestra camp in sch... we overnite and did some games... but mostly is practise for the upcoming concert... was quite fun... except the food was... affordable? haha... i dun mind paying more for better food though =x

thur was sectional and full orchestra practise... so its basically whole day in sch?

fri was IT fair intro... damn lots of ppl in suntec... thx joey for accompanying my to see the fair... the whole isnt a big place... haha... after tat went to bugis to meet wilson and roystan for orange juice... gosh! when i though i going to stop orange juicing till my checkup...

sat was basically full orchestra practise in sch again... then pei my "sister" paul, wanling and wenhui to suntec again... wanted to go up with them to check the price again but due to the crowd, gave it a miss and went to clark quey to meet roystan they all... haha... dunnO y he so emo tat day... haha... learnt tat lollipop can liven up a person mood! :)

sun was supreme court... went with jim and kevin... i must say... inside is WOW! haa... though the floor seem hollow... like its going to give way to heavy weight champions =x anyways... after walking through the supreme court, i manage to squeeze through the crowd and to get one 320GB port hard drive for $99/- so its basically busy transfer of stuffs frm laptop to hd...

mon was similar... went sch abit earlier to brief wat i noe about one of my yr 2 subject to cle... and full orchestra practise...

tues was FUN!!! had k-box for 6hrs with yu ren, trish, crystal, wanling and huimin... and its juz $7! + $1 for a very lovely bubble tea.. :)

wed was TODAY! went sch early for sectional practise and slack...

tml will be having a dry run rehearsal and full orchestra practise...

coming fri will be dental appointment and maybe going to RP to support fren... maybe... coz i haven found kaki to go wif me...

coming sat will be full orchestra practise again...

nth on coming sun...

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so my busy schedule is going to end on sun? haha... guess i shld give myself one gd day to be free and emo?? haha...

as its quite obvious... most of my life revolve around chinese orchestra... hmmmmmm... wonders wat happen when the concert is over? wat am i going to do...

dun feel like uploading pics today... watch out for next post... :)

2009-03-10T09:10:00.002+08:00

gosh! i am so late for the upcoming chinese orchestra camp... guess mr tan is going to get again!!! haha....

yesterday was kinda fun... today will be more fun! :)
haha... disappear from home till tml :P

2009-03-08T11:06:00.002+08:00

SAT WAS SUPER FUN!!!

went to orchestra practice... though nt alot of ppl were present... manage to practise quite a fair bit of fei tian aka flying aspeara? haha... and juz when the conductor was picking up some stuffs from the ground, i slip out =x opps... haha... but i did inform my leader i leaving early... due to pre-planned stuffs :)

rushed home for a quick shower before going to pasir ris for BBQ!!! haha... though i didnt really get to BBQ stuffs due to the rain, the fire was only going before i was about to leave... so took some pics... YU XIANG PICTURES!!! haha... bet she will be shock to see her name...

anyway... left the BBQ and went to NUS cultural hall for the chinese orchestra allure concert... was browsing the intro booklet when i saw FEI TIAN!!! haha... kinda coincidental tat they are performing the song... when the song came... it was kinda disappointing... but hey! it is still better than ours =x

after concert... it became the first time in my life... i get to feel the HIGH and the WORST!

hee... now i know y so many ppl seek the high feeling... its kinda... intersting? haha... but i still cant dance =x haiz... and i am now suffering from the consequence of MASSIVE headache!

but i kinda like the headache... it serve as a reminder!! :)

2009-03-07T01:01:00.002+08:00

isit necessary for falling down process to happen before growth is being done? if tats the case, i dun mind falling down hard... get hurt and grow up... haha...

cant believe the sat i been planning the whole of last week has finally arrive... though a few sacrifice gotta be made to fill the whole pic... i believe that today is going be well spent... with programs frm afternOon to late late nite... i guess its enuf to keep me frm emoing for one day...

i hope...

haha... with the new blog song... take a break from reading to enjoy it... its really nice...

2009-03-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

haha... my life is pathetic... always kanna damsel in distress..

and being the damsel... i was advise by my fren yet again... haha... and he spend the whole lunch hr telling me bout how to set goals which can help me to realise my dream and nt feel so failure... haha... so paiseh!!! but it helps on dieting though... opps! =x

hmmmmm...

working hard...

like Robbie Williams

to be a better man!!
:)

2009-03-03T13:23:00.002+08:00

juz a random thought...

feelings are like a dual sword... it can mend the cracks in the inner sphere or it can juz pierce its way through and cause a bigger crack or worst, a hole... until the point whereby the sphere is no longer a sphere... but a irregular object...

feelings weak or strong... are the same... very skeptical to wear and tear of time and emotions... so gotta act upon the strong feeling before it fades into gray and *poof* wat remain is juz some dust to mark its existence...

yet... as interesting as it is, time goes... dust collects... new dust settle upon the remains of old dust... helping to insulate the sensitive layer from interacting with other feelings.. thus protecting the inner sphere from the harmful side of feelings...

rough sphere tat been through alot of piercing has many cracks... these crack helps to add grip onto the sphere and help other sphere to attach onto it... smooth sphere on the other hand... haven really been through alot of piercing, thus it doesnt have the grip as compare to rough sphere... but aesthetically it defeat a rough sphere hands down...

rough sphere vs smooth sphere...

two different direction...
two different results...
two different me....

2009-03-02T12:41:00.002+08:00

haha... as promised... the pics for the BBQ/Steamboat @ bugis... juz infront of topone? i wun say the service is nice... but the price is quite reasonable lah... 20++?

hmmmmm.... there are the girls... with siying peeling the PRAWNS! wOots... surprising... the prawns are quite fresh (even though it doesnt look like fresh)... coz i eaten quite a no. but my hands didnt itch the next few days...

here are the results! i think got 30 over prawns... coz this plate is juz the session 1 of prawn been peel by here.... after tat still got alot more!!! haha... good housewife in the future...

the shells tat are left over... wOots!!!

raw prawns juz put into the hotplate? haha... the raw prawns is more than one round of bbqing... so we separate into a few times...

the cooked prawns... looks yummy... taste yummy... my mouth still waters when i saw this... wahahahaha...

basically tats the few pics i took... coz the rest of the time is busy makaning... =x
ate one BIG plate of slice beef... i juz keep bbqing and eat and bbqing and eat... and before i knew it... one plate finished by me... =x

i was kinda surprise myself too :)

and on sat morning... due to the fully redeem free tickets -2009 tickets- to jurong birdpark @ 850am... bernard/zac/jim and i decided to go sing k instead!!! wOots!!!

11am to 6pm...
7hrs... free flow drinks for 20+ again! :)

the place looks exactly like the one above my 2 star hotel when i stayed in beijing for my internship... but the price is so much more ex... and the songs is so limited!!! i cant find afew songs i like inside!!! ARG!!!!

the drinks...

and the camera with all the pics inside... wahahahaha...
muz pressurise abit for the pics...

:P sorry!

so i spent a total of 70++ for the weekend... =x
coz sat nite i went for orange juice session and sun i went to coffee club drink coffee with my CO frenz...

sianz... i need a job soon to cover my expenses... and to occupy my time... so i dun have so much free time to blog... which is wat i am doing nOw :P

2009-03-01T02:38:00.002+08:00

juz got back from some orange juice session... gave me a tremendous wake up call... thx nic too for being my listening ear and adviser... really really thx!

hmmmmmm... fri went to steamboat/BBQ on fri nite wif my sec frenz... damn fun! but lazy to upload pics... maybe next post?

wOke up @ 5am... coz my bernard zac and jim wanted to go birdpark... the 2009 free entry thinging... apparently we were alittle bit too late... so we went to sing K @ Ktop(something) @ bugis... juz the same place where i had my BBQ on fri :) coincidental!!! haha... roystan came too... and we sang for around 7hrs :)

after tat... went for dinner and went orange juice session wif roystan/jim/kev... even though i knew i was @ my limit of being conscious, i didnt noe wat pulls me... and i suddenly start drinking more than i shld... and questions start popping out... though i was sitting pretty steady... my brain was not... questions after question with no answer...

anyway... tats all for now... gonna sleep soon... or i am seriously getting an hangover :)

2009-02-26T00:51:00.003+08:00

haha... u are nt blind...

although i type the last 4 post sometime back... didnt wanted to post them up... for wat reason? even i also dunno... haha... juz dun feel like it...

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! exam is finally over... unofficially a grad from temasek poly... time for job hunt!!! haha... meantime... i am SERIOUSLY BORED! like ultimate...

i need some life!!! haha... anyone for some workout? and shopping? maybe some "orange juice" too?

youth is like a flower... capture it when its blooming :)

2009-02-22T23:57:00.004+08:00

TIME REALLY FLYS...

in 12hrs time... i am no longer a student in TP... nO more tutorial... nO more lab work... nO more lectures... and nO more EXAM!

shld i smile or shld i cry? haha...
its so contradictory... of wanting to the three yrs to past fast... and regretting making the wish... haha...

tats human... which i am included too :)

2009-02-20T23:18:00.001+08:00

4 more days!!! juz 4 more!!!

2009-02-17T10:58:00.002+08:00

woke up early today...

to watch sun rise... and to get some ironing done...
haha... unbelievable? its juz the random appearance of the nanny in me... dun believe can ask my room mate when we were in china for 2 mths... haha...

anyway... tats nt the reason to why am i blogging...
as all know... ironing is a routine action tat doesnt require brain power... so naturally... my thoughts drift to a event tat happen yesterday and suddenly, something hard hit me... nah... nt a physical reaction... but a mental reaction...

okie okie... lets start from the beginning of the whole story..

~~once upon a time~~ yesterday was like usual, entering the lift with a "stranger" bounded home.. juz that before i get the chance to tell the "stranger" the level of the block at which i live @, casually he pressed 10 and 14 respectively... i was kinda stunned... real stun...

my immediate reaction was that, do i noe u? elimination mechanism was done so swiftly before i realized that the "stranger" was actually my pri sch classmate, someone whom i jio everyday to go home together...

he changed so much... i wanted to catch up with him... but i didnt noe wat was stopping me... hesitation made the 30sec? ride in the lift unbearable... that 30sec seem to last longer than usual... and juz when my voice seem to return to me... all i could muster was a soft whisper, "bye" and wave...

kinda embarrassing for meeting a close fren of mine in my pri sch days yet seem acquaintance ... if i still rmb his name correctly... it shld be alex...

its kinda sad that people who come into ur life at one particular point of time become so foreign when u proceed further down the path of ur life...
so much common interests was shared... so much memories were there... and it all ended up in smokes...

2009-02-16T06:31:00.001+08:00

first paper... wonder how would i fare...

never really get over the curse of scoring badly for my first paper in three yrs so far... will the last year last sem be the same?

2009-02-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

在一个阳光普照的下午，我溜到了图书馆。。。

一边温书，一边突然恍然大悟。。我竟然浪费了一年的青春，的被过去的经验死死的被拖着。
因此，我向我自己发誓，我要踏出我的过去才能向往不同的未来。。。慢慢的，我会变成我所梦的欧子豪

希望分享以下的歌词
：）

五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

2009-02-13T14:19:00.002+08:00

before i start going into my regular blog post...

juz share a joke tat my fren told me yesterday...

hmmmmmmm... y does a group of strong macho army guys who went for a tough battle came back in lingerie... for those who doesnt noe... its basically, bras and undergarments for ladies...

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woke up by the "music" from the tentage set up across my home...

feeling kinda emo...

no more lectures for me to ~~skip~~ attend...
no more labs and tutorial lesson for me to ~~be late for~~ attend...
no more 8am reporting time for class...

3 years past damn bloody fast... and i do meant wat i say...
surprise on how i actually manage to pull all those through... some nt really smoothly... but i actually survive past it all... so much so for die le...
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Answers: coz they came back in triumph...
(for guys who have absolutely no idea... triump is something like victoria secret... a brand for lingerie)

2009-02-11T17:59:00.002+08:00

sending out resume after resume...

hopefully i land myself on a job pretty fast!!!

oh the lighter note...

i realise tat a cup of nice coffee/tea/juice can really brighten up my day...
been making alot of cups of coffee and tea at random hrs...

call me mad... but its my way of cheering myself up :)

2009-02-10T07:13:00.002+08:00

Its so true...

A positive negative... :)

A linguistics professor was lecturing his class the other day. "In English," he said, "a double negative forms a positive. However, in some languages, such as Russian, a double negative remains a negative. But there isn't a single language, not one, in which a double positive can express a negative."

..
...
..

A voice from the back of the room retorted, "Yeah, right."
:P

lesson of the day?
too positive isnt a gd thing after all...
time to emo again...

2009-02-10T01:21:00.001+08:00

i juz realise i did a very very very bad mistake..

tats the result of being too lazy i guess... ARG!!!!

2009-02-09T02:26:00.002+08:00

one last week before my learning journey of 3yrs in Temasek poly comes to an end..

whether i would go on in the chemical industry is still a question...
but this three years of my teen is really a fulfilling year...

when i first enter Temasek Poly... i was thinking how am i going to survive the three years being the only one studying in Applied Science School of Temasek Poly from my Seconday school...

and surprising... before i knew it... i am graduating...
knowing more friends than before...
becoming more daring than before...
turning more independent than before...

maybe, maybe not...

i feel so old...

2009-02-07T14:17:00.001+08:00

Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra presents our annual concert,

Festive Resonance/ 庆.

1) Feeling lethargic after work on Friday?
2) Feeling restless because its on a Friday night?
3) Want to call your friends for a gathering but have no
reason to ask them out?
4) Want to find something to do?
5) Want to have a memorable night?
6) Want to create bonding session for your own orchestra
members?
7) Have cravings for Chinese Orchestra Music?
8) Want to see Temesek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra's
Standard?
9) Want to enjoy comfortable Air- conditioning?
10) Want to feel LIVE Music with good acoustics at VCH?

COME TO OUR CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!
THE NIGHT IS STILL YOUNG!!!!!!

Indulge yourself in a night of wonderful chinese music brought to you by our very own Temasek Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra Members and Alumni. Good acoustic at VCH, comfortable air-conditioning with comfortable seats.

Most importantly, ITS FREE SEATING!!!!!!!!!!!

You can form a big group with your friends and relatives, buy tickets from us, come early to chop place, sit anywhere you like!!!!! ISN'T IT WONDERFUL????

So, DON'T HESITATE AND BUY TICKETS FROM US NOW!!!!!

Concert tickets are going at S$10.00
Free Seating.

We will be performing a series of familiar songs to everyone :

飞天，骏马奔驰，打鬼，丰年祭 and so on!!

For buying of tickets, please contact:

Crystal: 9223 6299
Yu Ren: 9239 1418

* its my first musical performance too!!!
if u wanna support me... drop me a call k? @ 91781499... coz i got tickets to sell too =x

2009-02-07T12:21:00.001+08:00

hate to say tis...

6 more days to my last lesson for the 3 yrs...
gonna miss TP...

well... on the bright side... i will be returning sch to practise for TPCO annual concert!!!

for more info... watch out for the next post! :)

2009-02-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

went for a career fair juz now... hopefully i get a gd pay part time job pretty soon :)

talking bout career... i juz realised i wasted my 3 yrs in poly getting a result tat is nt bad... but nt as gd to get me into NIE! =x

sianz...

ooh well...

2009-02-04T21:19:00.001+08:00

haha....

i chosen the path... gd or bad... i wun nOe till 10 years later... okie... make tat 5...

i need to find part time job!!!

2009-02-02T14:10:00.002+08:00

heee... sorry haven been posting during my bd week... lots of stuffs happen! :)

well...

lets start with the most basic!

i sat for a quiz on the day of my birthday! how bad can tat be... and i dun think i excel in it...

hmmmmmm... tats all for now... :)

2009-01-28T00:17:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~!

haha... while doing some spring cleaning found some older pics... didnt realise i got them... haha... different hairstyle for different age growth...

my first crumpler bag frm jim, kevin and weik... haha... feel so bad for my frenz... muz have cost them a bomb =x

some more of it :)

the logo...

another present from jim, kev and weik

the orangie thing i still got no idea how it wOrk?

all from the body shop!!! :)

weeeee... the mask and i got fate... every year one! :)

present from randell :)

ice cafe latte! frm TCC :)

Mint coffee? from TCC too!!! :)

weeeeeeeee~~!! tiramisu

my dinner at billy bombers!!!

anyways, like to thank all that wishes me happy bd in one form or another... it really warms my heart :D

Grace... my senior :P
Wan ling... ms yang qin
Clarissa... my senior! :)
Travis... my boss? haha...
Joanna... my best best fren! :)
Jiro... my god bro? :)
Clement Gan... my president cum great fren! :)
Jim... my best fren! :D
Rendall... my great frenz! :)
Qing Song... my great frenz! :)
Madeline... my DA JIE! :P
Wilson... a frenz?
Wan Ting... my co-mates!
Shawn... a frenz!
Yu Ren... my junior teacher! :D
Pearlyn... my co-mates!
Desmond... my sec fren! :)
Wen Hui... my co-mates + work pals!
Canni... my debate mates and a senior! :)
Weik... my lame lame fren!
Bernard... my frenz cum senior! :)
Tyler... my frenz! JJ! :)
Royston... my frenz!
Jasmine... my senior! :D
Jonathon Chia... my room mate in china cum best fren! :)
Weilin... my co-mates!
Celine... my gd sec sch frenz!
Michelle... my best best fren! :)
Kevin... my best fren! :D
Jerene... my sec fren!
Jolene... my co-mates
Si ying... my best sec fren who shares the same birthday with me! :)
Pauline... my co-mate aka my god younger sister!
Zhi Han... my lovely cousin! (getting prettier wor!)
Zac... my gd frenz!
Ziyang... my fren!
Jonathan Ong... my poly classmates!
Kailin... my another lovely cousin! already very pretty one... haha...
Liying... my great sec frenz!
Simon... my frenz?
Jia hao... my frenz?
Isaac... my frenz?
Amber... my poly classmate! a great vegetarian fren!
Mei yan... my poly classmate! a great fren!
Li min... my poly classmate! a great fren!
Yi xiang... my poly classmate! a great fren!
Klein... my nice frenz!
Lenni... my senior! :)
Ivan... my co-mates!
Ruzaini... my poly/SIP frenz!
Jeremy Yeo... my frenz?
Jerm... my frenz?
Vince... my frenz?
Yong hao... my sec classmate!
Chengwen... my best frenz!
Lin lin... my co-mates + great fren!
Winston... my frenz?
Lih yee... my co-mates!

haha...
tats my first day of lunar new year clothes...

me and my lovely bro! :)

2009-01-26T01:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

haha... its finally new year...

spring cleaning has clear out alot of junks... i do mean alot... haha...
now the room is fresh^2 :)

too tired to blog... was doing the facebook 25 guestion thing... then my com keep crashing... haha... so how much do u noe me?

1.Slackly is my partner... tomorrow is my reason…

2.When I was young, I used to pretend I am a teacher and put ticks on assessment book questions… yup! not on answers but questions

3.I used to do colouring on newspapers… giving beards and hair extentions to people that I can find inside…

4.Day dreaming is my part time career… I dream about having special powers and will shoot fire/water/ice out of my hands…

5.Listening to music is able to bring me from one extreme emotion to another.

6.My heart will melt when someone sings over the phone (okie… I know it sounds weird…)

7.I love shopping at Marketplace/Cold Storage/NTUC/IKEA/Arts friend… coz they give me more satisfactions than shopping around orchard road, bugis and dhoby ghaut.

8.When I wear black, means I dun wanna be notice… when I wear white, means I dun really care… when I wear orange, means I am bubbly! =)

9.I love to talk… I am a chatterbox!!! Just that when I am around with strangers or people that impress me… my box seem to go for a holiday…

10.Used to read up on wicca… aka witchcraft… coz I thought it was fun… and indeed it was… =)

11.I thought of suicide when I was young after a quarrel with my parents… (stupid!)

12.Emotion fills my heart, but not my expression… Crying is something that I cant really do… and it is very laggy… aka will cry only after 1 day or 2…

13.Act cute is not what I like to do… just tat it grabs attentions, move a conversation or break the ice… it really does break ice!!! =)

14.I love to argue… not for the sake for argument… but just for the fun of it… and it amaze me how people react =)

15.I love attention… but too much attention will turn my ears instantly red… and worst is I can’t help it! =x

16.People who are musically incline and do sports are attractive… at least to me… LOL!

17.Jack of all trades but master of non fits me perfectly… went for a lot of lesson… learnt a lot of tricks or two… but never once completed any courses…

18.Self esteem is never on friendly terms with me…

19.As much as I love to get tan… I prefer hanging out at night…

20.I hate crowds of strangers… but welcome a crowd of friends =)

21.If I saw someone with the same shirt/jeans/shoes as mine… I will condemn that piece and never/seldom wear it again… coz I like to be unique… (of course, organization/class shirts are nt inclusive)

22.When I am mad… in my mind I will start bitching bout the person… but in reality, it doesn’t really happen… coz I really dun have the heart to do it…

23.Show me double face, I show u double slap (I hate double face ppl…)

24.I was once a true gentlemen... and comb my hair 3,7 using 2 cups of oil =x

25.A typical aquarius guy… read up more if u wish… too much to copy from… :P

2009-01-25T00:09:00.002+08:00

its so fast... and its new year eve!

its kinda the only day of the year i love... coz it means SPRING CLEANING!!!

yea... while clearing some stuffs... fond childhood memories flood my vision... cant believe i actually keep those stuffs then i am young... mainly, pencil made on the year i am born, files tat was given on national days etc. and last but nt least... lots and lots of small small figuring, many i forgotten the history behind it =x

yup yup! going to continue packing... more updates later :D

2009-01-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

3 days to lunar new year! :)

cant believe tat its new year again... house under big mess... cookies... sweets... pinning up deco... spring cleaning... haha... so much to do... left only so much time...

haha...

time to clear my com too... :)

2009-01-21T06:56:00.005+08:00

i am back frm lala land... fast right?

minus away the time i spent rowing around my bed... and 0.5hr for eating breakfast :P

haha... its been a long long time since i sat for exam in the sports hall...
23rd feb will be my unofficially graduation day! wOots!!! gd bye to sch... and hello to working world...

tell me bout it...

lets hope my enlistment is after 28th march... *pray* haha...

2009-01-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

forcing myself to sleep is no longer a successful...

ARG!

2009-01-21T00:28:00.003+08:00

watch 200 pounds beauty yet again...

thought it was recommended by my frenz ages ago to watch it... i only manage to catch it last june, when i was in china... then jon and i nth do... start to find movie and watch... nah! its nt porn... its juz a very very touching movie...

the first time watching it... i was juz reviewing the music and the plot... and it was memorising... now after 6mths... watching the movie again brings me to a emotional level of how the character is feeling... sounds lame... ooh well... tis quote captured my attention... we can only do wat we are capable of... sounds very logical, too logical...

norms are basically what is set by the society thought its evolution... its a invisible barrier set by ppl to ensure everything falls in order... i am nt saying order is bad... (i pretty love a neat room myself) juz that... is it really all? isit really the maximum it can go? athletics believes in pushing limits... wat are the limits? wat is the extend? think out of the box? what exactly draws the box to give it a shape?

y does even the most perfect thing in the world exist with its own flaws... its a never ending cycle of asking why should it be like this and cracking brains to give a plausible solution to every question raised... is there really a 100% full prove solution out there? confine to norms are often accepted as a appropriate behavior... like wise the other way around... deviation leads to disapproval...

feeling so conflicting these few days... ideas clash with ideas... actions clash with words... feelings clash with emotions...

maybe its juz me... or isit time to blame the weather for everything tat doesnt goes our way again??

i think i had given myself ample time to think through... i noe wat i want... how much compromised... how much effort...

draw a line to everything... isit really necessary?
guess??

nice colours :)

cam whoring in lift.. haha...

就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫
爱是不是都一样
不论多漫长
终究剧终人散

p.s. nt all chinese words or small captions means something :)

2009-01-20T02:18:00.002+08:00

i dun really get it...

i dun...

Medicine...
Kim Leoni
They say that your kiss is like a pill
Designed to change the way that I feel
For every heartache you gotta cure
That's why I put my trust in you

Everybody's looking for what they want
And everybody's looking for what they need
Gotta keep on looking for what I want
(Gotta keep on looking for what I want)

But I don't even know your name
So I will call you medicine
You can ease my pain

I don't wanna feel the same
Tonight I need your medicine
To put out the flame

2009-01-19T08:17:00.002+08:00

I DUN CARE ANYMORE...

PES E then PES E lor...
no POP then no POP lor...
cheap labor then cheap labor lor...

finally nt tat depress anymore :)

went CNY shopping wif bernard, zac and weik... FINALLY bought a pair of shoes and a jeans... hehe...
the next day went back to bugis wif my parents again... supposedly was to go the chinese temple pray... then in the end, end up at bugis junction and bought another shirt... tis CNY i will be wearing SHIRTS! :)

time is so precious now... deadlines are close... so close tat is leaving me breathless... expectations are rising... results are dropping... turmoil... ARG!

sometimes... i feel like giving up... like a child... juz give up and start crying... however... i am no longer young... no longer defenseless... no longer dependent... in reality... its either u stand up to the challenges... or fall and lag behind... far far behind...

no one is going to care...
no one is going to bother...
no one is going to give a damn if u dun give a damn...

something i learnt as i age... time waits for no one... its either u rise, or u fall... life is so "simple" isnt it?

feeling very mixed up right now... lost my anchor yet again...

what am i striving for?
what am i working for?
is it really what i want?

even i, myself have no idea...
typing without thinking... completing tis entry within 5min...
juz pouring out a small part of my heart.. maybe when i look back... it can give me some inspiration... maybe when i look back... i might still be a stand still... maybe when i look back... i would realise how far have i gone...

gone...

2009-01-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

haha... didnt realise TPCO actually got a vid on youtube!!! haha...
and its taken when there is alot of tai feng... aka wind blowing up the "stage" causing alot of scores to fly around... and suprising... the pieces wasnt perform that badly dispite having to catch flying scores and for most girls trying nt to look like a monster with hair blown all over the face... :P

btw... cant i be depress... juz for a short while? y isit it okie for me to be depress? PES E9L9... no promotions... no pay rise... 400 bucks/mth for 2 long years... how much more worst can life gets... maybe i shld pick up a part-time degree or wat during tat 2 freaking wasted years...

I WANT TO SHOP TML!!! finding stuffs tat i want makes me less depress :)

2009-01-15T15:21:00.002+08:00

ARG! i feel like killing myself...

PES E 9.9... getting a $400+ pay for being a clerk the next 2 years of my life... so much so for "gd fortune" for aquarius like me... sian sianz... gotta save before i enlist or risk getting broke half way into NS... =x

on the brighter side... like wat kev says... i got the rank many ppl dieing to get in, but cant...

sianz sianz... 2 years of paper work... here i come!!!

2009-01-15T07:52:00.002+08:00

and i am off...

to CMPB... aka central manpower base... aka army camp... aka guys NS checkup place... aka 3 depot road... aka ulu place... = LOST!

haha... only been there before once... wif my mum to extend my passport due to nsf stuffs... hopefully able to find my way there alone this time round :)

too bad i cant bring my cam phone inside... haha...

wish me luck...

2009-01-14T08:49:00.002+08:00

projects!!!

the more i try to like Material and nanotechnology (one of my core module) the more the lecturer makes me hate it...

one news after the other... ARG!

on a brighter note...

i get to complain bout it and relieve some stress in the process...

2009-01-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

MONDAY!!!

after giving a few quick marking on my 2009 planner... i realise...

TIME IS NOT ON MY SIDE...

2 weeks to CNY means...

~1 week to get CNY shopping done...
~1 week to practise my di zhi before a break...
~1 week left to get 2 project draft done...
~1 week to enjoy the last week of my teens...
~1 week and 6 days to deco the house..
~1 week and 6 days to get my room all packed..

ooh... after CNY... more amazing stuffs are lined up...
so not looking forward to those... except a few exceptions of course :P
which include meet up with frenz :)

how i used to believe life is long... it seem quite the opposite to me now...

i miss my long hair... its damn short now... no different from those from sec/army :(

it doesnt look as appetizing as its taste :P
carrot + apple juice...

these few days are beverages making day for me... juices, coffee, chinese tea...
my taste buds are getting the perks :)

gotta end here... and go back to my projects...
91.3 FM rocks!!! haha... its a nice channel to accompany me through the night... like a up to date ipod... with classic and pop music :)

2009-01-11T03:00:00.003+08:00

i am having a insomnia...

nt tat i love craig david... but i think my internal clock are screw up!

sleepless ppl = emo ppl...

its sometime very funny how the exact... okie... nt really the exact... but almost similar phrase... used on two separated people will result in two very extreme end points... juz like using the same precursor, however when subjected to different temp/pressure the product tat come out is very different...

as ppl grow up in life... responsibility increase... friends increases... balancing is becoming more and more impt... as too emphasis on one side will lead to a domino effect on the other... i am nt kidding... i feel so so so lousy @ times... i juz cant keep the balance no matter how much i try... wonder when will i ever succeed...

worst when i am getting older... yet my abilities seem to be @ a stand still since eons ago... haven been improving...

it makes me realise suddenly how easy is it to strike-3 in life...
and there is no restart...

ooh..
8. i will be glad to receive external hard drive :)

2009-01-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

EXACTLY 18 DAYS AWAY FROM CNY...

and 20 days away from my birthday!!!

haha...
time really flys... with an blink of an eye... i am going 20!!! ARG!
nt forgetting... shld i mention... i am enlisting soon... gone with the hair...

ooh well... in-case u are wondering wat to get for me (so bhb =x)

1. i DUN wanna receive chocolates!! (my pimples are getting out of control due to stress)
2. receiving facial mask from body shop is VERY deeply appreciated...
3. i dun mind HAVING new cologne to my current collection :)
4. any bags tat are NOT shoulder bags are lovely...
5. any hand made cards will be CHERISHED...
6. treat to a scrumptious meal is fulfilling :)
7. last but not least... greetings that comes in ALL sorts of form will be remembered!

juz like the fireworks on the new year :)

2009-01-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

at random blog hopping found this damn funny post...
still collecting 2008 photos... LOL!

Doctor's Opinion

When a panel of doctors was asked to vote on adding a new wing to their hospital, the allergists voted to scratch it and the dermatologists advised not to make any rash moves.

The gastroenterologists had sort of a gut feeling about it, but the neurologists thought the administration had alot of nerve, and the obstetricians felt they were labouring under a misconception.

The ophthalmologists considered the idea short-sighted; the pathologists yelled "Over my dead body.", while the paediatricians said "Oh, grow up!".

THe psychiatrists thought the whole idea was madness, the radiologists could see right through it, and the surgeons decided to wash their hands off the whole thing.

The internists thought it was a bitter pill to swallow, and the plastic surgeons said "This puts a whole new face on the mattter.".

The podiatrists thought it was a step forward, but the urologists felt the scheme wouldn't hold water.

The anaesthetists thought the whole idea was a gas and the cardiologists didn't have the heart to say no.

In the end, the proctologists left the decision up to some a**hole in the administration.

2009-01-02T01:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

haha... guess tats kinda late...

haven really got the mood to blog these days...
collecting pics now!!! pls send me pics taken in year 08 wif me! =x
*blush*

LOL!

desires and requirements dun often goes together for me...
weighting them out...

new year... new start... new attitude... new life...

OPEN OR CLOSE?

2008-12-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!

time sure flys...

blink of an eye...

its been 1 yr...

1yr is not a long time...

neither is it short...

juz 1 yr... 1 more yr...

lets celebrate by down tis cup! :)
no prize for guessing the correct name!

2008-12-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

What are blogs for?

entertainment? release of emotions? attraction? waste time?

funny thing is tat i only blog during i wanna release emotions... one of the few possible reason is that i could not express my sadness in reality... and surprising blogging helps me release the sadness in me... thought nt completely...

blog hopping brings joy... and sometimes, gives me a jolt... and help to pull me back in again...
how i wanna lead my life? hmmmmm... definitely not like TV shows... even if its very drama... its juz a private channel... open to close frenz and myself... but freak not... interesting life events will still be updated... healthly things are meant to be shared afterall! :)

back to emo-ing again i suppose.. this pic can really reflect my inner feelings...

and this could brighten it up... :)
*ARG! ate too much... sore throat now*

2008-12-29T12:57:00.002+08:00

GD NEWS...

~starting from today, i will most likely, hopefully, finish my diploma in 2mths time...

BAD NEWS...

~sch is starting today... and its ending in 2 mths time... :(

gosh!!! another year is coming to an end pretty soon...

2008-12-27T18:38:00.009+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

with new year coming along... lots of stuffs need to be done... shopping... cleaning room... meet frenz to catch up with... finding part time jobs to cover my expense for overseas trip wif two of my close fren whom i known for 7, going 8 yrs :P... and did i mention tat sch starting next
week -.=!

ooh... did i bother to mention tat projects will be release next week in hand with intense orchestra practise to prepare and rehearse for the upcoming open house performance *hint hint, go support* and annual concert @ victoria concert hall on the 27th march *if i rmb correctly*

weeeeeeeee! i dun really feel tat stress yet =x coz after so long... i am getting a new coat of paint for my room... when cleaning up my room.. i found alot of old stuffs... some juz left there... while others evoke different memories and feeling tat has been smear with time... lots went to the bin... sorry! but my room is kinda packed... but i decided to keep a few special items into a shoe box... shall nt say which...

the whole thing started in the morning... lazy to type it out... i shall let the pictures do most of the chatting... haha... time to show off some rubbish!

present my messy room...

some design i drew on the wall when i was younger... (stupid to draw free hand instead of using stanzer)

anOther view of my room...
its nt my leg...
its nt my leg...
its nt...
my leg!
haha...

towards the door... nOte how messy it is... haha...

by chance.. found tis long lost card... wOots!

and nt forgetting the pro sch class photo... can u spot me? lalala~

here is a more obvious sec sch photo for u to spot me! :D

some signature... wondering how most of them are doing...

can u believe it? the pail/bin is actually older than me!!!
by 2 yrs... haha!!!

when i was a boy...

bought wif my red packet money... note... $169 for 256mb!!! =.-
kinda think of it... how my heart breaks!

some odd clay models i found in my room!

my 18th bd present to myself... used to be 3 mask... left wif one... going to use it soon!! haha...

sec 3 camp :D

look how worn out the book was... juz like me tat time...

some concerts i attended... which left me memorises... and ashame of my lowly cannot make it skills...

a cute concert tat i dun think i can forget!!!

ooh... the first and so far the only play i watch @ the esplanade... it surely brings back memories... LOL!

somehow... it seem to appear in the pile of books... weird...

my mic which is spoilt... maybe i sing too much to it... and it decided to quit after listening to me and sense no potential...

the first few bills i paid to after started working... yup! i can proudly say i own my phone :D

ooh... i couldn't bare to throw it away... but i seriously got no space for it... a "group" bag my sec clique fren bought together right after we graduated... we wanted to bring out together but no chance... and the "handle" snap!!! :(

lets buy another bag together k? :)

though i know its useless to keep it anymore... its still in my corner of my room... as a reminder? caution sign? haha...

something i folded but didnt manage to sneak it somewhere...

too cute!!! though i no longer use it... i still keep it in a dust free environment :)

a complete set!

kkz... tats all for the day... check back tml or maybe the day after next for the new room! :)

2008-12-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

many merry christmas!!!

haha... tis christmas was fun and enjoyable for me! went to orchard on the eve then rush down to wanling house then took a bus back... and now going out again! :)

ooh... i start to love red wine too!!!
coz its sweet! :)

2008-12-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

guess wat?

with school starting... my shopping are nt even half done can!
ARG!

*prays*

2008-12-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

I finally get it...

i cant believe tat i neglected myself so much tat i actually kinda regret it now... time to work it out!

daily frustration is important for long term goal...

1...
2...
1...
2...

here i come! haha...

2008-12-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

today is my mum bd...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! U ARE OFFICIALLY... *zips*
haha... anyone wanna guess wats her age?

no prize for guessing it correct!