after 2mths plus.. i am back..


after all the ups and down..

things are finally set into stonE..


life is always full of funny incidents.. when they first appear, some people juz appear like fireworks into ur life.. slowly after some viewing, it disappear like what the fireworks does.. wats left would be juz some dust tat marks its brilliant showcase secs ago..

funny how (My Queen) the old taiwan drama become my life teacher.. lots of lesson i odd to learn from.. and lots of growing up is waiting for mE..


dun wanna grow up will juz get mE hurt again and again.. despite i do likE that carefree feeling.. but tats arent going to bring mE to wat i want.. when u reach a certain agE.. crying arent a display of cute.. juz WEAK!


maybE tis post would mark the end for tis blog.. 272th blog post.. short but memorable capture of my life in the short span 1.5yrs..


growing little by little each day.. hope to reach to the point of maturity soon..

TA DA! *blinks*


it has been a while.. (okiE..) a long while since i updated any thing significant..

Birthday Celebration, CNY, NSF *cohesion* outing(s) and all the dramas happening in my simple life...


I guess after all the exhausting strings of events, onE wun have time to slowly reflect upon one action as much as when there are loads of timE..

Guess tat is one of the significant reason tat i failed to see what i shld haven seen long before.. maybE i shld have been more decisive.. more demanding.. more devastating.. haha...

I always held on to a shimmer of hope that everything will turn out well as the boat leaves the stream to the sea... Guess due to my myopia, what i thought was entering the sea was just a illusion to moving to another part of the stream.. no doubts faults lies in my inability to demand and decide.. thus i sometime wonder what do i really want? is giving slight deviation detrimental? guess its just one more lesson learnt along the way.. the hard way..

too much guess and just too much possibility.. would it be a diplomatic or a deterrent ending? ideal vs impossiblE?


there can be always a thousand and zero one reason to a result.. which one do u want to hear?
there are a thousand and zero one list of what i cant do.. of which, first would bE fake..

What doesnt kill a man makes him stronger! :D


haha... y am i always subjected to extreme conditions... there will never be a step by step introduction... its BAM!
haha... ooh well... since i am still surviving... how much worst can it go?


may i turn stronger... :)

its been a long timE since i felt tis emo...
wouldnt say its a sad thing to emo... juz tat.. it really helps to keep mE frm feeling human.. and it also helps in self reflection i guess...

ooh... and the great thing is i manage to turn emo stage by musical frm S.E.N.S haha... nt trying to give them free advert... but its kinda hard to describe feeling.. wonders are there any other groups? hee... searching...


life been pretty dull with spikes of excitement every now and then... i really enjoy the timE spent for the past 4yrs? choosing the poly path seriously gave mE new insights to life... though it might be longer and winding as compare to JC path... i never once regret it :)

i will always cherish moments i met with ppl... be it juz a few second of interaction due to work.. these few seconds never fail to give mE new prospective to life.. an old man with a story to tell bout his life... an adult lost bout how to show concern for their kids... a teenager feeling bonded by their parents and an infant wishing how their future would bE like... so so so many others... yet.. at a point of my life, i could actually forget all these and think bout mE mE and mE.. RAWR!!


its time to open up again! :D


hopefully all turn out finE! :D

doubt anyone will be reading tis... but juz in case.. if ppl happen to venture here, at least they noe wat would be more appreciated to be received as a 21st birthday present.. haha... y am i so bhb =x

anyways...

would deeply appreciate presents such as;

digital Canon camera (Silver digital IXUS 110IS is a gd catch) OMG! THX! SHOCKED
white color shorts of 28" waist
mooks small size t-shirt (basic colours)
roller blades
great books to read (Malcolm Gladwell is a gd start)
itouch thx aunts :D
Speaker (explosive speaker frm action city is gd start) :D :D :D
BAG!! (crumpler or some interestingly unique bag would be perfect, no shoulder bag of course :P)
Vouchers frm Body shop/Robinson :D

or

juz red packets to finance the purchase of, mac book/DSLR/reno of bedroom/short get-away...

despite all these...

would also appreciate all other stuffs tat comes along...
coz i believe every gift is comes frm a great heart... :D
and it alonE is priceless...

new office!! new environment... how similar or how different will it bE?
hmmmmmmm... 2 yrs... it will past! :D

1.5 more yrs to go!! yeah yeah!!

happen to chance upon tis song...

曾經太年輕



lots of memories camE... sad, happy, angry, relieve...
no longer deem as young i am...

TIME FLYS!


haha... before i knew it... 2009 is coming to an end...
lots of happening... lots of thoughts...


with another wink, i gotta say goodbye to 20 and hello 21!!
choices gotta be made..